Aria Rae

Hi sexy people, this is Aria Rae and today a show aired and people are now leaving me anonymous questions asking why they portray me as a wannabe porn star and didn't let me talk. I'm currently out of my home state(NYC) and on a porn set but I wanted to write this real quick. Just to make things clear I never called myself a Porn Star, they did multiple times behind the set and I only stated I was a Burning Angel and I want to pursue my porn career. I just want to say before you assume that's who I am in real life, just remember that not everything on telvesion is real. I apologize for those that I offended but here's MY side of the story. Not going to convince people, but this goes out ONLY to the people who been supporting me and who felt that I let them down. The real reason I said yes to be featured on television was because I was told they needed someone vocal to talk about the POSITIVE side of porn. Even on my blog (tumblr) I clearly said a few months ago before it was aired that I was excited to be on a TV show and to say whats on my mind. I even made it aware to Mitch Fontaine, who is one of the owners of Burning Angels that they needed material and I was also going to use their name. Before I went on the show, Two people from the company (can't say the name because of legal reasons) called me every day for TWO weeks straight, asking me about how porn is and if I have a friend who likes what I do. Every day they called me and said we are so happy to have a Burning Angel on our show because they never had a porn star. All of sudden on the show they called me "wannabe Porn Star" and made it into a couple conflict show. I never signed up for that. They wanted a friend/boyfriend/exboyfriend to argue back. The person that claims to be my "ex boyfriend for a year" is actually my neighbor and is totally for porn and has been a great supporter. We both agreed to the show and was looking forward to it. -The day we got to the studio, they wanted me to look younger, SO I did my OWN hair and makeup and didn't want to portray a younger image. Considering I'm already young. I just turn 20 a week ago (October 8). However they made it seem like I was 16 and kept asking me inapporporiate questions assuming I did porn illegally because I'm so young and naive looking in their eyes. I kept saying No and it's impossible to work for any company when you're a minor unless you got screwed over by a sick perv. That was clearly not MY case. The cast members on the show kept pushing me to wear the clothes they had out for me. I said NO because that's not who I am, I even wore flats on the show. (For those who know me, it was a mess lol). I had to keep my jacket on because I had tattoos and they didn't want tattoos visible. HMM I wonder why? Because they wanted drama and kept pushing the under age shit on me. They wanted me to talk about High school a lot to make it seem like I was still in high school. It turned out that the show had nothing to do with the topic of PORN STARS nor did they care what I had to say about the industry. They told everyone on the show what to say and how to exgrarrate.  The lady who went before me, Her and I were sitting back stage and a  woman had come to the back stage area to rehearse our lines and to told us a bullshit story and we had to go with what she wanted due to the contract. So this entire time I was ready for a porn debate and to give the 411 on porn yet now I have to lie about me being a whore and apparently cheating on someone I didn't date. For the record, I dated my first actual boyfriend through out my high school and NEVER had sex with anyone from my school. I lost my virginity at 14 and only had sex with 1 boy until we were over which was the age of 17. After that I was dating other people and then got into porn at the age of 19. Just had to make that clear. As soon as I went on set, Kevin and I were already aware that we pretty much had to act everything out. There would be times were I was nervous and wanted to laugh when it came to the "relationship" part. BUT THEN out of no where they brought out a "former porn star" which cried and said she loved me yada yada bullshit bullshit. Totally caught me and Kevin off guard. Every time I would defend myself they wouldn't allow me to talk, So I got frusturated and simply stopped talking. I know it made the producers mad but I wasn't going to let someone put words in my mouth. I did defend myself which wasn't showed on Television...not surprised. The whole episdoe was so edited that my neighbor was so angry because they portray him as weak. (Even though the "couple" thing was an act) What I said to the former porn star after her saying that she does porn (her reason was because she wanted love and had emotional issues) I clearly said "People do porn for different reasons, you may have done it for love, that's YOUR problem. I never confuse sex and love. I don't do it for money, or because I was "raped, abused, neglected, etc" the sterotypical shit people assume porn stars do it for" As soon as I said that, she cut me off and went to how people commit suicide once they are in porn. Again I defended myself which wasn't aired and  argued "People commit suicide for MANY reasons, I know people who aren't in porn who commited suicide, those people had personal isusses, not everybody is the same" On the show they do cut and make you say things over and over for then they can edit and used what THEY WANT TO BE AIRED.  Of course the other arguement  was for Stds. I said, "Yes there are stds out there. Even OUTSIDE the porn industry." Of course this was another show that was completely bull shit and tried to make me say horrible things about porn. I didn't know why they wanted a fake  Jersey Shore Ronnie and Sammi drama. I thought it was a postitive show and everything they told me beforehand was completely false. Afterwards Kevin and I took a cab back to our neighborhood and realize the host kept pushing me to say I cheated and all these things. The whole show caught me off guard and I felt uncomfortable. If you google the host you tube videos or information, it clearly gives you proof of how disgusting of a human being he is and I have no idea why they would allow him to even have a show. I apologize to the people who supported me and those who I offended. If I dissapointed you, I'm sorry. I am not ashamed because I know the whole thing was a lie and when it came down to defend myself and the porn industry, I sure did defend myself. HOWEVER they will never air the truth because they're pussies and I'm pretty sure they all whack off to BurningAngel.com :D That's all I have to say about the show
Anyways here are some photos of me in the hotel room I'm currently in.